Every once in a while, when I'm dressed en femme, I get this feeling of "craziness." A few nights ago I changed into a maxi dress after work. A little while later, I looked down at what I was wearing and thought to myself, "This is crazy! Why am I wearing this stuff?" Then I thought that maybe I should have remained in my male attire. The instant I thought of that, I shuddered, thinking, " That would have REALLY been crazy." These thoughts were instant reactions, not anything well thought out.
I'm forced to conclude that, for me, the only thing crazier than crossdressing is NOT crossdressing. At least at some subconscious level. I'm just curious. Does anyone else have these thoughts?