This whole opening up to CD has asked me questions of my soul, who i am, and last night i had my first "outing" to attend a CD/TS/TG group.
I came home confused. I could FEEL who was a woman in a mans body, who was CD and who was TG. I realised I'm used to female company, I've always preferred it from a young, young age, i just never though of cross-dressing until recently.
I think its men I don't understand, but then I've always thought of myself as a man. So I've been left with this question ... how does one know they are a male or a female (outside of the physical body/genetic factor) - what makes a female brain or a male brain or a brain that's both or mixed?
I'm interested in knowing if any of you have mainly been in a male world before coming out or if you've had a long-term female connection, and how you feel/know you're a woman or a man (who dresses or not).
yours, ever so slightly confused today
xxx Pamela