I do get lonely!!! I love dressing, and as I don't make for a very convincing woman, I feel TRAPPED!!! it's a double edged sword!! I can dress and feel complete, but what con I do??? I am afraid friends, family, and or neighbors will see me!! so I hide inside!! or I could wear what I'm "expected" to and interact with everyone?????? I would love to find a local, discrete place where I could be Jessica and be with accepting people!!!!