Hi to all. In the last several months, I have come to understand myself better. I have been treating my gender issues as some sort of alien part of me, some appendage which is additional to me. My dressing, what there is of it, my personal likes, my mannerisms and general emotional nature was some additional part of me, Well, it's not. It is simply me.
I am basically a feminine person. I tend to migrate toward that which is feminine moreso than that which is masculine. for whatever reason, it seems a better fit for me, IDK why. I could spend the rest of my life figuring out why, but that still won't change who or what I am inside.
I have begun seeking to accept myself as a feminine person. The way I see it, I am male but feminine, and I relate to and connect better to most women because they are more feminine than men. I do not pretend to be for even one minute to actually be a woman, even if sometimes I dress in their clothes. I do so not for erotica, or for identification even, but simply because it just feels right. It fits me, internally at least.