I haven't been posting here in a while and I have been busy with stuff, but here is a little taste of my life. I just broke up with my girlfriend of 3.5 years, which sucks. We had issues; communication, intimacy, and ability to set boundaries. One of the things that she had an issue of was my crossdressing. I tried to be honest with her, but it was just a facet of me that she did not like. I primary fear was that I would eventually transition to be a full woman. I tried my best to tell her otherwise, but psychological she could not get over that fact.
On an interesting note, I actually opened up (came out?) to my good friend. I told her the extent of my crossdressing and she was really supportive. I know that it is nice to have an online community, but it is really positive to have someone who knows you validate that you aren't a freak/abomination. She even mentioned the show on amazon Transparent
I am going to try to be positive and spend sometime focusing on myself. I told my friend that I was thinking about going for a transformation service and she seemed excited for me. I am happy that I can be honest about myself and while she is not a significant other, but a good friend and I was able to be honest about who I am.
