my appointment is in 6 days and i am beside myself.
what will i say?
What do i say?
Do i tell him my life story?
what if i talk to much?
i am not going in a dress.
why would i go in a dress?
is there going to be a blue chair and a pink one and one of these chairs define who i am?
i hate blue always did i am sitting in the pink one. if there is a pink one.
maybe its a couch?
what will i do if i am told i am just a crossdresser. ( nothing against crossdressers)
i am holding everything together pretty good so far and the meds are helping but what will that do to me if that's his diagnosis?
the first meeting is for a 1 1/2 hours.
what the hell am i going to talk about for that long?
will there be a lot of questions?
will i sound like a idiot?
O MY GOD!
The mind is doing a 110 mph
i need a drink!