Hi girls, Some of you know of me, some are new and don't know me, I joined this forum back in Dec. 2004, and have never looked back since. A Lot has happened to me in the past year that I wanted to share with all of you, mainly because this forum was instrumental in helping me realize my true desires about my dressing. I started, like most did, around the age of 11. A couple of articles in the beginning and over the years adding a little more each time. It wasn't until I had joined this forum that I realized I was way behind. I was so overwhelmed and inspired by seeing girls in their twenties and thirties, already complete, with gorgeous clothes, hair and makeup. I began, to learn all that I could about makeup, mannerism and what I wanted to get from it. For me dressing is very sexual, and after I had achieved the look I wanted, I began my search for a boy who would appreciate who I was. After joining a dating service on the web, and being bombarded with a gazillion emails ( well, not quite that much) I finally met a boy who had seen my profile after searching for two years for someone like me. Me! He found me, I was in heaven. When we started to write to each other, I could feel such sincerity in his words. This was a dream come true. On our first date I was presented with flowers and a card. I thought to myself, I can't believe this boy is doing these things! He doesn't want just sex, he wants a companion also, like me. My deepest desires came true that day. Thank you ladies, ones that I have had the pleasure of knowing, the ones that just said hi, ones that made me laugh, and cry, and feel good about who I am inside. I wish all you ladies and this forum all the best. Thanks again for all your inspiration. Sincerely, Arula Sommers. XO
Originally Posted by Melinda G
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