As most of you know, I have been having some issues to work out with my wife.
Well, she's leaving me tomorrow.
No, she's not leaving me because of my GD. She apparently has been looking for a reason to leave for a lot longer than I knew and she found it in the form of my parents moving into the house due to their health issues.
Right now, I am feeling happy, relieved, heart broken, and sad all in equal measure.
Heart broken because of how long we have been together.
Sad is just there.
Happy because I feel like we have been drifting apart and I realize that she really has been emotionally abusing me for years and she's out of my life for good. I gave her the one and only chance she gets back when we were separated back in 2000.
Relieved to be free to travel down the path I need to travel.
I'm really in a great place for this. I have my family. They have been so supportive of me and everyone has assured me that they are here for me. Including my good friend that gave me my first makeover last night.
We have already worked out how we are going to handle the split.
In all reality, I wish her the best of luck in Oklahoma where she is moving to.
So, here's a virtual toast.
Here's to the future, may it always remain bright and hopeful.
Love,
Liz