I know I've spoken about how my 19 year marriage has survived my transition. In fact, many of you have 'congrats'ed' me on it.
I feel I spoke too soon. I think it is about to implode. My wife finally brought out into the open all her thoughts on our marriage, and I have to say, at least from her perspective, it's a goner. Also, her family has suggested I move away, in their words 'Anytime...now'. I don't have to listen to them, but it's certainly a concern.
For the last few years we have had a very platonic relationship. We live in the same home, but that's about it. I always thought she at least enjoyed my company, since we go out, and shop together, go for dinner, movies, etc.
Now come the people I know in the RW. But you have a boyfriend! This is true, and as far as I know, she doesn't know (although she has met him, and finds him charming), not because it's a big secret, but because she really does not need to know, given our situation.
I think it's just a giant set of cosmic circumstances that have come together, and it is just time to end it. The marriage has run it's course, and although my transition is a big factor, it was over anyway.
No real question here, just kinda needed to rant.
Another one bites the dust.