Despite my false bravado I have sometimes posted on this site (that's not me in my sig, and I'm sorry to the other member's for trying to be an "internet someone" I'm not ) it hit me the other day;
With the sig other out of town I noticed the first thing I put on after a shower was my skanky girly sissy clothes.
I like to look at my self in the mirror with no make up and short hair and I look good. I still haven't gone out in public like this in a long time. Don't know if I want to. I'm dressing for me because I like the way it looks and feels.
I'm a transvestite; whether part time or full time I will always be a transvestite. This urge is part of who I am. Still some days hard to accept.