since i been on this board ive been told i have no clue to GD. Ive dealt with this since i can remember always praying a fantasising about waking up as a female instead of being male. or here is another youve never tried suicide,tried 2 times,the second time was a wake up call,but i met the woman who would later be my wife and i sat down and thought about life and how i choose to live it,ive always wanted to gey married and have kids,and if i transitioned that would be a no fly zone..i have GD real bad but i learned to control it through dressing,even in guy mode i can pass for a tom boy for i see gg wearing alot of what i wear on a daily basis..i still have suicidal thoughts,but im a tough as leather texan who faces fear and move on for i dont let fear control me..i applaude those who have transitioned,but i like sex and will not take anything to decrease it,for thats whay hormones do kill what you do have or make it useless..the reason for this post is not all ts transition,some for personal reasond,some because of the lack of money,some for health reasons but none of that diminishes who we are inside...i use dual cd'n to keep both sides in check,for if i was to transition whay or who would i transition into? so i live my life being the best me as i can be,and am happy sharing me with my wife who i love very much...