So, I have to say I feel pretty thrilled this morning...
Thrilled being a combination of satisfied, happy, and nervous.
I am sitting here for the first time in my life in femme underdress that I purchased for myself[/U]. I am sure that seems like a little thing to many on this board now, but it is a first for me. Everthing else I have ever worn has been borrowed, stolen or found. After a couple unsuccessful attempts I was able to take clothes off the rack and go through the self check out lane at Walmart. Some day I hope to be comfortable with my social absurdness, but for this week, my first purchases I am very grateful for the self check out lane at Walmart!!
So, this morning, as I write with my wife still asleep, I am sitting here in my panties, thigh high stockings and camisol. all are under my regular drab clothes. I looked in the mirror and nothing looks out of the ordinary....only you reading this and I know the difference.
I also have a decision to make in the next half hour. What part of any of this do I keep on today. My wife and I have agreed that I will explore my dressing at given times, but have not yet talked about underdressing. I will go to work before she is up and could simply "get out of my work clothes" when I get home and there could be no problems. At the same time, I really want to move through this in integrity and honor that she is having a very difficult time with this transition into non-secret crossdressing.
Thanks for listening.
If anyone can relate or wants to share experience I would be grateful.