Let me start with this preface - this has been an extraordinarily challenging day - not only in terms of coming out to my Mother (which, as expected was a "yeah well, we always knew dear" moment, so an anticlimax, huff), but also on a very challenging professional level in terms of standing up for myself.
So, to the topic. I have systematically denigrated myself over the years to my ultimate harm in terms of being honest with myself about who I really am. This is a horrible fate for anyone to suffer. I have no thought for definitions or norms or any of the petty nonsense that seems to obsess much of our collective effort here. I do not offer this as criticism, but as exemplary self criticism in the hope that it will in fact assist others similarly situated (god that sounded way too legal).
If you do as I have done and live in deep cognitive dissonance for years, it will do immense amounts of physical and mental harm. I fully attribute my unfortunate lapse into adult epilepsy as a function of this fundamental dissonance that a rational mind cannot tolerate without failure. Some of us get divorced, some us go mad, some of us wind up on cognitively crippling antidperessant medication because we are 'abnormal.' Worse, some of us seek refuge from the storm of self hatred and recrimination in harmful ways, be it alcohol (oh yes I have been there), drugs (some, but weed is really better than anything else), or sex (really bad offender in my case).
My experience is that the personal courage to ignore the negative influences that resound around us is critical to mental health and survival. I really couldn't care less about your acronym or how you identify across the spectrum. It is really not that important to me and I do not care as long as you are honest and genuine, and have the personal courage to address me as yourself to me as myself, in whatever configuration, gender based or otherwise. I do not care if you wear jeans or a skirt. I'll probably like you a bit more in a skirt, but that is irrelevant unless you are truly afraid of your sexuality or question either your masculinity or your femininity. I am not a threat - am irritant and gadfly maybe, but certainly never a physical or sexual threat because that is violative and creepy. I just don't have time for either because I will accept you for who you are, and I could give a toss otherwise. And that I think is our savior here - the ability to stand strong and shut out the constant drone of negativity. That is personal courage in the face of adversity and a fundamental aspect of every person I have encountered here, no matter whom I've managed to fundamentally irritate. I don't ask for your acceptance, just not to be judged, and that you demonstrate the personal courage I have come to expect from myself and others in dealing forthrightly with each other.
So I urge that we not judge and that we work hard to understand, and exhibit the personal courage that is characteristic of this group, and in that space we will find both personal and societal healing. It is up to everyone here to create that liberty and space. And now I believe someone has ripped my soapbox away, lol, but I do think this an important issue to discuss, if nothing else for the sake of honestly and empowerment to come out of the shadows and stop the vicious cycle of living in fear.