I don't know, but for some reason I don't care much about clothes, makeup and all that and yet still feel I am female.
Is this weird? I just want to wear comfortable clothes, not worry about glamour and boobs and all that, just live my life as I am. Look normal in public, that's all.
Who doesn't love dressing up in makeup and everything. But I'm middle-aged, divorced, and know I can't be glamorous anymore and accept it.
I'm pre-op and look at people like Caitlyn Jenner with her glorious top-designer outfits and I just don't relate. I just want to live quietly as myself.
I'm having trouble with this. I'm supposed to live as a female for a year, but does that mean wearing slinky dresses and pumps every day? Can't females be normal and wear what's comfortable? Like the normal women in WalMart? No makeup, stretch pants, just whatever. Aren't they still women though? Can't I do the same and still be a woman?
How did you girls get through that first year before surgery?