I was reading the thread 'Are crossdressers gay' and kind of started thinking of it.
To better illustrated it, I would use myself as example.
Firstly, I do not consider myself as gay, maybe I could have turned out one if I hadn't a very traditional family, as I remember looking at men's 'volume' on early teens. Maybe.
The thing is, even if I repressed at the time, wouldn't I still see men attractive? Which I never really found. I even find gay videos kind of disgusting, really not my thing.
This change completely when I thing of TS (pre-op, pos-op are woman, period.)
I find TS, and girly/feminine crossdresser attractive. Even woman I tend more to the tomboyish and flat.
So, where do I stand? Not straight, but not gay either. Even bisexual, for what I know, it implies feeling attraction towards both 'gender', when I do not feel attraction to men (maybe to d**k, but not men themselves). Usually I place myself as bi-curious. (Would it be so much easier if these labels didn't ever existed to begin with.)
Does anyone goes/had gone to the same kind of confusion? When one area ends and another starts?
