Firstly if this is the wrong section to post this in IM SORRY, Secondly if it has been asked before IM SORRY, but here goes........
Further to my thread concerning me fully opening up about my cd'ing to my wife, today we were talking and she said that she envy's me,I asked why, she said because your on a wonderful journey of self discovery and fulfilment , I said i dont understand what she means, she said your discovering things about your inner-self , your feelings, which can only make you a better person and soul, We then discussed what i feel about cd'ing , why and what i get out of it also my feelings towards women and men, I told her what i felt and thought and she fully understood, I thought after we'd talked that I would post here to see what you guys think, maybe a mistake but here goes anyway....I cd for the pleasure of feeling feminine and the liberated sensation I get from it, Im attracted to women and also to men, both in a sexual way,i have been with a man but that was decades ago when i was in my early 20's , over the years I admit that I have thought/fantasised about him in a regular way and a sexual way, obviously I've been with women, i'm married to one lol , and think about them again in a regular and sexual way, The question is does this make me gay . bi , or what ? Ive tried to explain clearly but im afraid im not very good putting my feelings into words.