I've read in previous threads that it(CDing in public) gets easier the more you do it, I've even said this before but now I've changed my mind (another female trait?).It is now harder for me to do "it", now I find difficulty in; avoiding people,not starting and holding a conversation, not going about my business with a smile, not feeling natural in my clothes, not wanting to enhance my appearance with make-up and hair styling, not wearing jewelry, not knowing that I belong, not feeling pride in belonging to a group of human-beings that are unique in so many ways. Semantics? Maybe. But how else to make my point and get you to read my rant. I don't know how else to explain my feelings than to say I feel as one being and right with the universe, this is who I was meant to be. Thank-you.