So, I'm 21 and CDing has always been pretty much a fetish for me. I'm going to school and don't really see CDing in public as an option right now, but I do want to attend events sometime. Anyway, I always loved the feminine male style. Like really skinny, girl jeans(almost like capris), I have always loved my facial hair though. I prefer to maintain stubble. Think boy band member. I feel like it gives off a really non threatening look, and i'd be pretty satisfied. Problem is, right now I'm 25 lbs overweight and wear baggy, boring clothes.
I basically wanna look like a gay guy. I think gay guys have a great sense of style and a wide wardrobe. I've spent a lot of time in the past few weeks just trying to understand and love myself, and well, this is the conclusion I could come up with for now. Lose some weight, get a sense of style, become more sensitive, not so tense all of the time, and live my life.