You know I am usually positive in my posting. Today not so much. I have to appear as a male tomorrow at a customers plant because they are having issues with one of my packages. I am waiting on the president of my company to formulate a plan for moving forward with my being me at work. It is taking too long! I can't hardly do it anymore! I have been having panic attacks and just cannot face doing this. I remember a few years ago reading posts by women who were struggling in my position and I had no real idea how bad it was. I know I have to take care of my family but it is paralyzing. I know I sound crazy and unstable and I hate that. I always try to have it together but I don't at this moment. I just have to hang on!!!!
Suzanne