In a word I'm disappointed. Transition has come with a very high price and hasn't purchased me much.
I still have GD, in both directions! it's been lessened and the insanity of trying to suppress and hide the desire to express myself as (mostly) feminine is gone. Those are pluses.
However in addition to sometimes still wishing I was a woman, wanting a Va JJ and all that I now also have moments where I Wish I'd just been a normal dude. Hell if it weren't for the ****ing GD I'd be well positioned in life just now.
Anyway, to the important part. **** SRS! Doing that I totally regret. Sure it's kinda nice that my undies fit better but definitely not worth the hell I've been through with "complications" = a euphemism employed by the medical profession when they've ****ed up!
I wasn't thrilled about my genitals before but at least I could use the toilet without pissing all over the place. That "complication" in and of it self is enough to regret the surgery! But wait...there's more!
Constant pain, being de-sexed and frankly, it's just gross down there. What I have is not a vagina, it may vaguely resemble one on the outside but that's where the similarity ends.
Oh and dilation sucks x a million squared. I have to use lidocaine cream just to be able to tolerate it.
Not that anyone has asked for my opinion but here it is.
DO NOT GET SRS totally not worth it.