I've been trying on women's clothing since I was a kid. I repressed it pretty well most of my life. The past year or so I've started coming to terms with myself. I've began to realize life is just to short not to experience it. So I'm going to experience it how I want. Dressed up. I hated myself for so long thinking something was wrong with me. A friend I shared my interests with helped me begin to feel like there isn't something wrong with me and I need to experience the things that interest me. I started buying makeup and am slowly learning the ins and outs of it so I can be somewhat presentable. I've been buying my own clothes. Dresses, pants and tops, panties, pantyhose, shoes and everything else. Right now I spend most of my time dressed in the confines of my room.
I'm assuming it's normal that I feel kind of guilty about it but I'm not going to stop. The more I dress and learn about makeup the further I want to go with it. I want to get to the point where I can dress and go out of my room. Also the more I've been doing this the more I've began to not hate myself as much as I have most of my adult life. Is that normal?
Sorry for the long post just thought I'd post. I'm trying to find friends that are like me.