God I have butterflies in my belly right now! My birthday is coming up and my SO have told me that we're going to be busy this weekend, she even got a relative to watch our dogs so I'm guessing we're going away somewhere!
The thing is that I noticed last night that one of the wigs was missing from the stand and this morning I noticed some of my shoes was missing to so she must have something planned with Esmeralda.
And here come the butterflies... I'm not out to anyone but my SO who's a GG and she's actually more open to it then I am, asking me to dress more often etc. The problem is that about 1,5-2 years ago I pretty much stopped dressing, not sure what happened or if it was just the fact that I gained some weight and started hating my looks or the maybe the usual CD shame!
So, right now I'm sitting here at work, freaked out because I'm not sure what I will do... Of course a big part of me really really want's to dress again but at the same time I'm scared since it's been so long!
Anyway, I felt that I needed to spill my guts somewhere, thanks for listening