I can only speak for myself here. But, I see a pattern in my life, with dressing. I finally get the nerve to go out, seven times, recently, and despite being alone, and nervous inside, i enjoyed it. But, like ying and yang, it has been very harsh things happen not long after my dressing sessions. I just finished an emotionally very trying week and a half, had to have my vehicle towed four times,using up all my free AAA tows for the year. Trouble with my sister, who has severe speech impediments, and blew up at me, almost kicked me again, when i asked her to write it down. She is in total denial that she even has speech trouble!. Unable to fix my vehicle at alll, this time. Had to go to my mechanic brother, who hates me, and we had two near violent shouting matches. All three of my bicycles had flat tires, too. i have not dressed at all, other than panties today. Not able to sleep more than a few hours the last wek or so. I hear that good times only come with having bad times, to balance things. I was planning on going out dressed in the town 40 miles from here, but at the last minute, called it off. That was good, because my vehicle died only two blocks away from where i live. We never know what is going to happen, on any day, that is for sure, but i have had difficult things happen shortly after my dressing outings. I have not felt like dressin for days, as am shell shocked, and worn out physically and emotionally, had to walk 8 miles to get home once last week. But, as painful as its been, it is nothing in comparison to the millions of war refugees, and families and friends of people getting murdered, and a million other awful things happening on this orb.
