I was born this way, I had no choice in the matter and I have to life with it.
Is it a blessing or a curse................bit of both.
I hate men as in male company, I prefer female company and relate to them much more.
Would I rather live in female mode?.....Yes.
Would I like to give up my male side completely?.........No.
Just wish I could dress how I want, when I want but life does not allow that sadly.