Hi my name is I would prefer you called me Jamie . I will explain in a different thread about that. my male side doesn't want me to write this or open up but my female side is screaming to get out. I am not just talking about just dressing but letting that whole female personality out and how I view the world. I often wondered why I spoke in plurals about myself.I did't want to admit that she existed.I only showed my male side and hid my female side. My female side want to open up and my male self stops her. sometimes I feel is though I live my life with half myself. Never knowing who I truly am if I was in male mood I would never write this but my female side is starting to gain power she is dying to get out. My male side is afraid to leave the safety zone and my female side want to leave it. I hope this makes sense to at least one other person please send feed back your sister Jamie