20 months ago and then today.
https://imgur.com/a/I4X34
Back then I was a hurting soul, filled with ever-increasing depression, emotional numbness, purposelessness, low-level anger that came out to others as sarcasm. Not a fun way to live.
Now, no more emotional hurt...levelness...that's called happiness I think...depression totally gone, filled with purpose and compassion and hardly desire a drink any longer.
Amazing what happens when a person faces that dire moment in life and finally 'chooses' to live and be the best person they can. Even if they look different.
This is the hardest journey of my life, but now that I've found levelness/happiness, I'm not trading it for nothing.