I think you need to see a different therapist.
I went to one for 2 years, I started HRT , lost my job and couldn't afford it any longer. And at my age, the effects are minimal anyway.
The comment about the hormones is suspect, they affect everyone differently, in genetic women taking hormone REPLACEMENT therapy, it's to restore their natural balance, everyone I know taking hormones to transition has pretty much had the opposite effect (possibly the dosage), made them very moody. Me included.
I'm rather new to this group, but many girls here have experience with what you're dealing with, even though your therapist is supposedly trained in gender therapy ( I'm guessing) how much and to what degree is important.
Many of the girls on this site have said they are here for you. They LIVE what you're going through,
I don't think your therapist is CD or TS?
Why be normal? You can never be what society and the media feed you as "normal", it's not weird either
Find a balance and take it from there, take some time to figure it out, see if there is a group in your area,
I was in a nationwide group called Tri-Ess, might want to see if they have a chapter near you, or can point you to one.