Lately I have given a lot of emphasis to stretching my dressing in more feminine ways. And I realize I have not paid as much attention to allowing myself to experience internal femininity. I know that on some level, psychological traits and ways of being are neither male nor female, but living in our culture, there are some aspects that seem more natural for men or women. As part of my new years evaluation, I made a list of the inner feminine characteristics I would like to embody, or at least explore more in 2016,
* I want to learn to enter others space in a soft way
* I want to find venues where I can partner dance and follow)
* I want to let go of control around relationships and life in general
* I want to give off a vibe that invites people to approach me
* I want to embody grace and beauty from the inside out
* I want to be able to touch and express affection with both genders, and not have a wall up with males
* I want to value myself for my vulnerability as much as my competency
* I want to be more OK to show others my fears
* I want to trust life and surrender
* I want to leave space for others to pursue me (not always make the first move)