Hi
I'm always with being sneaky. I could have at the beginning of my transition. But I believe you can always get out, if you can find away/place to do your makeup like any lgbtq spot. or even a lgbtq friendly spot to do your makeup and undo your makeup so you can get out. But you really must do what you think would be easy. If you can't transition right now figure out how to make yourself happy. You look like a very beautiful women be proud and get out and find a hideout and learn quick makeup techniques. So you can beat the GD back a bit. You'll have to come up with what you will do, I am just suggesting.
Take care
Contessa