I have been pondering a question for you all; do you talk with your SO about anything and everything?
This is something I have been pondering for a bit as I contemplate why so many of you choose to not disclose your gender variances to your SOs. I am not bringing this up to debate the merits of telling your SO, there is currently another open thread yet again discussing that topic. Rather, I am curious how many of you talk openly and honestly with your SOs and why you choose to have that type of relationship or choose to not do that. I really am not opening this thread to judge and tell you that you are wrong for your choice, I am just kind of hoping that you could explain your position and possibly help educate me on your views.
So for clarity here are my questions:
1 - Do you regularly engage your SO in conversations about anything and everything?
2 - Why or why not?
I'll give your my thoughts on those questions.
1 - Yes, I have made it a point to work on our communication skills to get to a point where we can both talk to each other about anything and everything, no matter the topic, time, or place.
2 - I grew up watching my parents and my family struggle in highly dysfunctional relationships and I always wondered why we could not just talk to each other about things. There were plenty of words said in my family, we were all very vocal, and loud. But we really never actually conversed, we just screamed at each other. So lots was said, but really nothing was really communicated. I observed that communication is a two way thing - talking and listening, and it is not something that just happens easily. It is something that needs to be worked on continuously. This is not something that came very easily to my spouse. She grew up in a silent family. They never screamed or yelled, but they also never talked about anything real. They were all encouraged to hide their emotions and real feelings and my future wife went along happily with the examples she was provided. Thus when my spouse and I started dating at 15, we were worlds apart on how we felt about communication. I wanted to talk about everything, and she did not want to talk about anything. Through lots of hard work and lots of hard conversations we have come to point where we both agree that talking is better than silence. But, that is what works for us and I am not trying to say that is what would be best for everyone.
Thus when I first began to desire to wear women's clothes, it was just natural that of course I told her. It was never even a consideration to not tell her. Which is one reason why it is at times difficult for me to understand why so many have chosen to not tell at least your SO about your desires.
Oh and a bit more - yes I do believe in being honest about everything. There are those who say, that you can not possibly be honest with your SO about everything. Okay, possibly I do not explain every single little tiny detail about every single little thing that ever happens in my life. But, and it is a big but, there is absolutely nothing that I am not willing to discuss with my spouse.
So, without judgement of what you choose, and why you choose to do that, I'd love to hear your thoughts on the matter.
Thanks!