Wow Nikki, I'm sorry to hear of the acceptance U-Turn! I'm not there (yet 😕 ) but I can certainly empathize and I'm listening when you need to vent!
If it happened to me I'd take Daniel Lee's and of course Katey's advice and go dark, for a while at least.
Although I don't know how exactly but try reintroducing the concept wrapped in some humour cuz it's tough to feel anger or discust when your laughing (or even smiling), some phsyco-biological thing ☺
