Hi every one, this is the first time I have started a thread to ask this community a question. I have only been a member for a few days, but have been reading and researching this forum for a number of weeks. What I have read here has helped me to understand myself and has challenged me to push my limits. Thus, I have learned that I never identify as a woman, even when dressed as one, and I am totally happy with my male identity. By doing those things, I have become better able to talk to my most valued loving wife and better know who I am. Therefore, I am completely comfortable in our relationship, even though it means that I can never pass as a woman. The question is, even thou, I can and do, under dress most days, and spend some days at my shop dressed as a woman from the neck down, as there is little risk of being caught out. I feel that I am happy and satisfied cross dressing at that level; so why is it that at some deeper level I would like to be able to totally experience, for a limited time, the world as a woman. Where only I would know, that the woman everyone sees is really a man. Is it man’s quest for adventure or something else?