I found out today that my wife has not been okay with me. she has been trying to act as if she is trying, but she still feels "uncomfortable" about me. We went shopping the other day, and I thought we had a good time, she acted as if so, but turns out she wasn't, and was faking it most of the time. This is destroying my marriage, we take one step forward, and two back...I can feel the walls closing around me again. I don't want to go back to the dark places I have been hiding in for so many years. I love her so much, but I just don't know what to do anymore.