Hey ladies, I've spent the past 6 to 8 months reading these threads. I had a recent change and ide just like to tell my story to someone.
Even as a younger boy, around 14-17 years old. I always was drawn to soft and very attractive clothing. I recall wearing some o my older sisters outfits but nothing really came of it. I felt like it was just a phase.
I graduated HS, went off and served in the military for 10 years. I've seen the world and many women along my travels. Even though I had no interest in wearing any soft and sexual lingerie, it was a fetishes of mine. Beautiful lingerie with long thigh high stalkings and a very cute pair of heels. I always figured this was normal.
I met my wife around the age 26. She would wear the occasional outfit but not often. I discharged from the service, we moved back to where we both are from, bought a house and proceeded with a simple normal life. Then she began working late nighs. This left me home with the kids and then bored once they fell asleep. I began digging through her outfits and not only reminiscing, but feeling the fabric. My wife is 6 inches shorter than me, but her hips, waist, and bust are relatively close to what my measurements would be. Even though I weigh around 175. My body size is the same as it was when I weighed 155.
I tried on a pair of her panties. It was wonderful. Soft, so comfortable, I had to try more. The more the weeks went on, the more I began interested in trying more and more. Then I had to ask myself the troubling question. Was I becoming a CD? I wasn't worried about the straight, gay, bi conversation. I've experienced with both men and women and although I enjoyed partnering with a man, i wasnt ever attracted to any of them and more importantly, nothing can compare to the beauty of a woman's body.
I began reading forums and stories. How to's and tricks and tips. The more I learn, the more I began to accept both me and a possible she in me.
Last week I decided to try and look as best as I can w/o trimming, shaving, makeup or a wig as these items may raise suspicion with my wife. I wore a pair of black pantyhose, I tucked with a pair of assets spanx panties (which hold very well, thanks for the tip) then wore a beautiful dress that stops mid thigh. I wore my wife's favorite strapless bra and filled each cup with a properly sized paper towel insert (just to get the right size) when I looked in the mirror. I was so impressed. I would only look at my body from the shoulders down. I felt so beautiful.
This week I felt I needed to take one step further. I went to a local store and I purchased 3 pairs of panties and 2 pairs of pantyhose in my size. I felt incredible. No weird looks, no questions. I had to take another leap forward. I stopped by a payless. The 2 women working asked a bit more questions than the department store. I told them it was for me but I couldn't come to terms with calling myself a CD. Not to them. I had a well thought cover story about a bet with my wife and through my charisma, Im sure they were 80% positive I was honest. None the less, I left with a very cute pair of silver strappy heels.
Tonight I buzzed the hair off my legs (which is something I used to do very often)but I also shaved my legs from mid calf down.
Now I'm just waiting for my kids to fall asleep. I want to be as passable as I can without the wig. (I have yet to decide where to buy one, and I am not sure how much I want to invest given no one knows this about me.)
Tonight, I will become Cassie. A very classy, beautiful and powerful woman.
Thank you for anyone who read this far.
Cassie