What's next? I have a routine for my weekends expressing myself en femme. The make-up, the hair styling, the clothes, the "girls", all feel so natural now that no thought is given being out and going about my business in the world, no where I don't go, within reason that is, keeping my body as femme as I can, no male thoughts when en femme even when I'm driving from here to there, just living in the moment. Yet when in male I find myself having thoughts of femme things. I don't "pass" as a woman and not as an attractive one that's for sure but that's the outside, on the inside I feel at ease and comfortable and I think it shows which I believe puts others at ease and the "man dressed as a woman" thing is somewhat over looked and dare I say accepted as who I am. I know about a few years ago I would never have dreamed of being at this "stage" in what I believe to be my gender fluidity. How can one just wake up one day and be so "different" from when one had lived in denial and misunderstanding? Sure there are still trials and tribulations in life but now dealing with them much more level headed, is it because I'm now more in balance with myself ? I guess I had a nice day and now my mind is in analytical mode (my male side) even though the outside is still femme. Just had to put these thoughts out there for peace of mind, thanks all for all your support in the past, I wonder if we realize how we help with our support here, well enough for now,good evening to you all.