Last night you all know by my last post that I went to the mall and seen a sister. We sat down and had a coffee and talking about what we just seen. My wife started by saying, speaking of crossdressing that the kids haven't been to fare to Maria lately and it seems like the older they get the more homely they are getting. I use to go every Thursday night for a drive dressed, but a few close calls my last few times out I'm trying to respect my promise of being a closet dresser. My wife was suggesting that of lately I haven't had much opportunity and she can sense that I'm more nervous and doesn't seem like I'm my normal self, and suggested I should go home and get dolled up and go for a few hour drive. I told her I have been taking to many chances lately and didn't want to risk it. Well this morning I got up at 5am as always and of course the thought went through my mind, I went and told my wife I'm going to get dressed and go for a drive. I just came back and it was amazing, never leaving the car but just felt great to express myself especially with the morning sun. When I walked in the door my wife commented on my ear to ear smile and a look of satisfaction. I told her I was so disappointed in myself for walking out that door, she said once you take a step forward it's hard to take one back. It so true once we are out we are out