I'm in the process of taking a big step.
Back in March, I had an appointment to be evaluated for informed consent and all that; so I could set up an appointment with the Endocrinology department at the VA Hospital where I receive my primary care from to begin HRT.
I honestly expected to have the appointment by now, but it looks like there's no telling how much longer I will have to wait.
Why am I waiting? Well, apparently the Endocrinology department is waiting on the "Detailed Report" from my evaluation.
I cant help but wonder, "How long does it take to write a 'detailed' report?" It's been two months already, and still nothing.
This waiting is so taxing. Doubts and fear have begun to creep in and making this really hard. To top it off, recent legislative events have added to the fears on a different level as to why this is taking so long.
Most likely the fears and doubts are unfounded, but they're still there for the time being.