Mine hit hard a few weeks ago and hasn't left, but this time the difference is that I've been analyzing all aspects of it, why I dress, the history of Crossdressing and how to make the life I want en femme. Once I started the research and reaching out, the isolation, depression and just crushing lonliness started to become managable. Keep in mind I only turned this major corner a few weeks ago after Crossdressing for about 22 years. This fog has been great because now I see the bigger picture and I'm so much happier.