Some of you may have seen this coming...Alas, I didn't. I had spent a great deal of time deluding myself into thinking that I was "merely" a crossdresser. After several years of therapy, failed relationships, personal frustrations and all the usual drama, I have concluded that the only true solution to the feelings and thoughts I have are transition. I'm suspecting partial transition for the time being; although I'm not closing the door on full transition. I have no interest in men, and am presently in a relationship with a GG. I am not dysphoric concerning my male genitalia, it still serves a useful purpose to me, and I simply have no desire to be penetrated by anyone, for any reason. So equivalent female genitalia would be a moot point for me.
However, living as Cadence really does feel like I'd be living for the first time. I've come to the conclusion that at my next psychologist appointment on June 9th, 2016 will be the day I ask to go on hormones. I'm at a point in my life where if I do not seize the opportunities before me, they will slip away. I wish to do this with evidence of youth still on my side to some margin of a degree. Wish me luck ladies, I'm moving forward.
Ever & Always,
Cadence Lane