So I haven't been able to fully dress for almost a year now. The urge ebbed and surged. I get to slip on some stockings for an hour here and there and I got into accepting that very limited pattern.
Well last week I got the house to myself and did a little shopping and got fully dressed up. I'd forgotten how good it feels to be dressed (clothes makeup wig perfume). I liked my new purchases and I just felt so relaxed and happier; more so than I remembered. A week later I still feel "better."
anyway, No great insights just sharing.