How do you see yourself?

[msniki48]

My Sentiments exactly Giselle

Stuck somewhere in the middle, and wishing i could just be one or the other so that I could stop the questioning in my head....

hugs niki

[CarlaWestin]

Well, all of the clothing, silicone, shoes and makeup give me the tactile feel, weight distribution and visual female markers that make it easier for fuzzy imagination to complete the transformation.

[Kate Simmons]

Personally I think you are just right Mykaa and a person well on the way to self assurance. I greatly admire that in a person.As for myself, I see just a person, nothing more or less.

[ClosetED]

I see myself as a lover of what current society call feminine - I love to see the feminine curves, the colors, pretty face, long hair, shapely legs, perfume, painted nails. I was given a body that has most of those natural features and yet society says I am not entitled to the other add-on elements as I am genetically male. I am not ugly as a man, but felt socially outcast growing up. A bit of Asberger possibly, but not enough to meet criteria. I was too thin and did not usually attract women to me and did not learn how to play the mating game.
I don't wish my sexual organs to change, but wish to be free to make myself happy by making myself look like a person who looks the way I think is better looking than the drab me. I look younger, shapelier, happier, can wear clothes that show off rather than hide my better features.
So I see myself as a person who can look decent either way, but society is putting a large barrier in my way of doing so. Yes, because I care what society can do to me and the people I care about. If I (or society) did not care, then there is no stopping me.
Hugs, Ellen

[crossdlalam]

same here

[irene9999]

I'm not sure if it's because I've never been a big, huge guy, but being thin I've always gravitated towards crossdressing cause I have the frame for it and it makes me feel pretty! I like the way this side of me looks and it satisfies the femme side of me I guess

[Lily Catherine]

I have been wandering, I am but lost. In the mirror, I probably don't pass as much as I'd like to. Whether I am attractive or not isn't for me to say either.

I'm comparatively scrawny as a guy, which makes me a petite girl. In fact, I don't have any trouble getting female clothing in my size.

I'd like to think I'm the same person regardless of what I'm wearing, but I think I'm a great deal more self conscious (for better or for worse) when I crossdress.

[Janine cd]

I see myself as a 70 something old male who has been living a false life trying to convince myself that I am a real masculine male. The fact is, I have never been able to pull off the
illusion. Only when I am dressed and in my female personna that I can truly relate to whom I am.

[GBJoker]

I see myself as some one who needs to stay in the shadows no matter whats going on.

[Kristy 56]

A square peg in a round hole. I like both sides of me, but the femme side is unfulfilled. If it wasn't for this site there wouldn't be anyone to relate to.

[Mykaa]

Interesting replies, I was hurting a bit when I posted this, funny what draws a response here sometimes, we all have a journey, I hope I dont step on someones toes on my way. I was a bit angry yesterday, today not so much. I dont know why people come in & out our life at times, just kinda tired of those that get and not give. I suppose the bonus is someone to talk to at times.

Who am I today? I am me, I'll leave the house today with a smile, go do my work and think about buying a wig. Shes going out soon. I know this, I'll make some more new friends soon. WHo will they be? I dunno, gonna be a surprise.

[Kate Simmons]

A friendly person will usually make friends my friend.

[BrendaPDX]

When I dress up, I look into the mirror and don't recognize myself, I like the way I look but I am not an eye catcher. When I go out I tend to shy away from others but those that see me generally don't take a second look, so I am not as pretty to others as I see my self. Sigh...

[Taylor186]

With respect to crossdressing, I see myself as a guy who enjoys wearing women's clothing from time to time. I don't pass, ever, but I work hard at a passable presentation whenever I venture out.

[NewBrendaLee]

When. I dress in fem I see my true self

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I see my true self when I am dressed female

[NancySue]

Hi Piora, You've described me too. I've quit worrying about the "why's", and just do it with enjoyment. I'm happy that this has given me the opportunity to explore my feminine side...and I do..Ha !

[jim1991]

It is rough sometimes to look at myself in the mirror but in the end I just be me and if I feel like wearing a dress I will wear a dress if not I am in a suit.

[Mickitv]

I feel that I am very lucky because I think of myself as beautiful and handsome. I love being beautiful and try to keep myself in that frame of mind but reality always sets in the says wait a minute. Although during those beautiful times I am very happy

[Janine cd]

I see myself as an aging male who tries to put on a female personna. The effect is sometimes disappointing. On the other hand, there is a glimpse of femininity caught in an occasional look in the mirror. Sigh! I wish that the look I see was really me.

[TakaraYu]

I see my self as just human, I never give it much thought, I do what I please(within the bounds of the law naturally) I have only one life after all. why not have some fun with my roll of the dice.