Looking for suggestions. So wife knows about me crossdressing but she does not like it she does allow me to wear panties and leggings and some shorts. But my problem is at times that's not enough she won't let me go out and dress fully by myself so It has became hard to control my emotions. I've been trying not to do any of it but it all keeps building up it puts stress on me and at times on her and I try my hardest not to. She's has only known about it for six months now i've been with her for 14 years and since I came out with it it's been harder on me with my emotions of what I should do. Coming out to her does make it easier do to the fact I don't have to hide my stuff anymore but I still am in the closet I am looking for a better ways to Control myself so I don't have to dress up to make her happy does anyone have any suggestions.