Went throught a ton of turmoil, from guilt and shame, family and church . But put on my turquoise dress, brought along my black and white sundress, and a sweater, as it was cool. Put guy clothes over, and drove to Dekalb Illinois. Stopped at a community college big parking lot, put on small amount of make up, take off all men things, then got out to take some photos. later, drove into town, at the lagoon park, but many parents with kids around, so stayed in my pick up a while, then found a less busy spot, and got out, took more pics, then back to wait for a family to leave, then out and walked a little, and took more pics. After that, i headed to the park band shell, a half hour before a concert by the municipal band. Got out, and strutted to to bleachers, and sat. Soon, three senior citizens sat next to me on my left, and i said some thing to them about how good the band is there. Two of them were friendly, graceful. One, was obviously not impressed by what she saw and heard! i said something else, but she remained stoic. Oh well, enjoyed the concert, left a little early, stopped at a closed post office, on the way home, and took some photos in the post office, got home 10:30 pm, and did not put guy things back over, just got out as Alice and walked across the street, unlocked the door, with the motion lights on me, and went in. Very tired now. It went well, but it is kind of tough, being the loner, no one to talk with. But, i am used to being alone.
Originally Posted by Alice Torn
