I have been crossdressing since i was a youg boy but have always hidden it away and petrified of anyone finding out about me, am i perverted, am i sick or am i just confused? I love my wife very much and she allows me to buy whatever i want to for my CD purposes, but saying that she has no interest in seeing me dressed at all. I want to go out into the big world as a part time Woman but i am to scared to take the plunge for fear of being ridiculed by society, i dont think i could cope very well with negative reactions. Anyone else suffering from this problem and has any advice for me then please reply?