Do any of you gurls who are secret dressers ever wish you could share your crossdressing with someone.I am single live alone and the only one who knew about my second self was my ex and my dressing at that time wasn't nearly as involved as it is now.There was no makeup involved and was limited to the bedroom.Yesterday I was at my son's home for a gathering and my daughter- in- laws best friend was there.I've know her friend almost as long as I've known her.This friend is really into the makeup she looks terrific all the time.I wish I could get my eyes to look like hers,the eyes are the hardest part of my makeup,I wear glasses and its hard to do them when everything is blurry.I wish I could tell her about Karen and get her to do a makeover.I like to think she'd do it as a lark maybe with my daughter -in -laws help.I'm afraid of going to one of the malls for a pro makeover.I'd love to have someone to share this life with but I can't find any support groups in the Niagara Region and I don't want to go to Toronto.I'm having these thoughts about telling close family members ,I'm not getting any younger and maybe it's time.Don't know what to do.