Wow I'm still shaking .I got dressed this evening and spent more time than usual doing my makeup especially my eyes which always gives me trouble.I wanted to look as good as I could because of what I had planned.The CD gods were kind to me this night because my makeup went great ,even my false lashes went on perfectly.Thanks to some encouraging words from some of you I wanted to hit a drive thru while dressed, baby step perhaps but still terrifying to me.I drove to a coffee shop on the other side of the city pulled into the drive thru lane ,I was the only car there which scared me,they would be expecting a man to pull up to the window because I couldn't disguise the voice when ordering.The girl didn't react because I looked pretty darn good if I do say so myself.But when I handed over the money with my man hands and said thank you in my man voice when she gave me my order she may have been wondering what just happened.I didn't care I'd just done something that scared the crap out of me and now can't wait to do it again.While out after the drive thru I went to the public library to return some books using the night slot ,something I've done a few times while dressed.As I was walking back to my car with the sound of my heels echoing off the building I could hear voices approaching, around the corner 2 girls and a boy came walking in my direction,no fear I just continued to the car,they ignored me.After this amazing night I can't wait to get out and about again.Thanks for your encouraging words and support .This forum is just what I need.