Hi, These last couple of weeks have been really rough. My head is all over the place. As I have said in previous posts from the last 7 months or so, I can't tell my parents that I am transgender and that i want to start my transition. It's getting really hard for me to keep hiding who I really am away. They always wonder why I keep myself in my room, it's because im scared and confused. I don't know how much longer i can keep hiding. I am too scared to tell them because I don't want them to react bad and kick me out. It feels like im trapped in the middle of a room with doors and none of them open. I just wish I could pick up sticks and move out so i can have a little more freedom to be myself instead of putting my happiness and health aside just to please my parents. Im going to end it here before I just start typing my thoughts and scare people.