Hi all.
I'm new to the forum but have been reading lots of these fine posts....very educational & eye opening reading.
I'm at my wit's end basically.
I'm married with 4 kids.
My wife knows most of my history but not it all....i kind of went about doing things the wrong way.
In hindsight the 1st mistake I made was not telling her before we got married all those years ago.
The next few mistakes were getting caught over the years wearing some item of her clothing like tights.
Recently, as things have been building up inside I shaved my full body - chest legs armpits & down below. She was used to me shaving down below but this was a step too far.
We talked/argued.
I was quizzed left, right & centre but couldn't bring myself to tell her I cross dress.....so the way it was left was that "I had a fetish for tights".....Argghhh!
My wife is very understanding so much so that she bought me some tights & I bought some stuff. This was to make our sex life better ... she was making an effort to take on board my feelings (something im not good at).
Rules were laid down....only at home...only together.. so I ended up breaking those rules by wearing 'my tights' around the house.... we're currently not speaking.
I nearly got kicked out of the house....still very possible.
She told me to explain to the kids why I would be leaving.
I have been thinking selfishly of nothing but dressing up fully hair nails make up shoes etc ... I so want to tell her but haven't got the balls.
She deserves the truth and doesn't deserve me.
It's driving me to distraction so any help would be greatly appreciated.