I had a gf who I finally told about my girly side a few years back and she was super supportive and helped me out. We have since part ways but are still friends. She is the only person to see me dressed. Recently I have finally accepted the fact that this will always be a part of me and to embrace it. I've been talking with a few cds in my local area for friendships and even have pondered the realization that I like men too. I still love women. But my problem is is that I'm still scared my friends and family will find out and either leave me or treat me differently. That is my biggest fear. Should I just continue being me and hiding it from friends and family, because I'm 31 and want to have fun before I regret not doing it out of fear. I lost my 20s to this fear and I don't want to lose my 30s to it as well. Thanks ladiea. Love becca xoxo l