As the title reads - I probably should've stayed in the closet and said nothing to my wife about my CDing.
It's kind of gone all pear-shaped. I told her too much too soon.....but then again she did ask.
I'm beginning to think honesty is not necessarily the best policy....but I may be proven wrong over time.
At the moment life is not great.
Counselling is just a case of me going nearly every week to orate my diary of things that happened since the last session.
I even asked her (the counsellor) if there were any recommendations of books I should read or any other things I could be doing.....but didn't get much of an answer.
Myself and my wife have being arguing a lot over this. She resents me going to therapy as she knows that she is being talked about in some form.
She has other worries too ie medical and I've dumped all this crap on her....what a great person I am(sarcasm).
Separation has been mentioned in one of our arguments so who knows where this will end.
Mentally, I'm not in a great place as I feel every second just ticking away very slowly and I don't want to do anything.
Sorry for the vent.